Jilara (jilara) wrote,
Jilara
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depressed

I realized today that the feeling I've been having is depression. Good thing I'm doing dinner and movie with Scott tonight and my brother arrives tomorrow. I was okay while I was doing stuff like visiting and cleaning the garage. But there's still a background program of processing loss.

And not doing things invites reflection on a little orange cat who isn't around to lazily stretch and saunter down the driveway to greet me, any more. Circe has been seeking lots of reassurance, lately, too. I know how she feels, so we console each other.
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