And the place is sometimes populated with lost people, or maybe people who aren't quite the people they were, like my father. My father has shown up the past couple nights, like his angel-twin, the good part of my father, all the things that I and his friends loved about him. He's vivacious, charming, tells wonderful stories. No nasty put-downs, no abusive edges, no runaway temper, no tantrums, no slightly-schizo edges. The genius without the evil genius. And my mother is beautiful, talented, athletic, and all the best parts of her, without the insecurities and neuroses and depression. Last night, my father and I went to a reception at the Getty Museum, in a huge limo, with some of his Hollywood friends in attendance. And he was wonderful company, and didn't resent that I was having a better time than he was, like at so many of the parties I attended with him.
My late friend Lia has shown up a few times. I've walked a couple dogs I had when growing up. A few past cats have shown up, too.
I do hope this doesn't mean that I'm soon to join all these folks. Too many people still need me on this plane. But it's been interesting, all these things floating up from retrospectives in my dreaming mind. Sort of like having not so much one's life, but one's past Dreamtime, flashing (no, that's too fast) -- drifting before one. Especially since it hasn't had much unpleasant, except for revisiting Van Nuys Jr. High,---and not only having my locker taken away from me (I was carrying everything in a cardboard box), but having my father called in for a parent-teacher conference, because they finally figured out some of the stuff I'd been getting away with, back then. But hey... Here's to the hope that dreaming in the Realm of Lost Things continues.